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I found out that my soon to be ex-wife was part of Twitter's 'dark side', pernah melacur online for a period of time, pernah jadi sugar baby, and prior to that was allegedly extremely promiscuous and doing God-knows- what.
We had a huge fight, I pressured her, and she admitted it. Sumpah I've never felt so disgusted in my life.
It's painful, I really loved her, I still do, we've been married happily for almost 2 years, but now no matter how much we cry and beg for forgiveness, things can never be the same again.
Aku syukur tak ada anak lagi sebab we've been trying for a baby for 3 months. Aku syukur Allah tak kurniakan rezeki sebab dia nak bagi petunjuk ni dekat aku.
Now both families are asking why we're getting a divorce and I'm not sure what I should tell them. Kawan-kawan aku pun ada tanya tapi aku malu sangat nak tell them the truth. Babi betul la.
Tolonglah, kalau buat benda bukan-bukan macam ni, cari la geng korang, sekufu, yang 'dark side' jugak, jangan lah time muda liar seks bebas, melacur, dah nak kahwin cari orang normal macam aku.
Aku malu. Dulu bukan main bangga brag pasal wife aku dekat semua orang, sekarang tak tau nak letak muka dekat mana. She's not just my wife, she was my best friend too. Apa-apa masalah semua aku cerita dekat dia, now I don't have anyone to talk to.
If there's a hole I can crawl into and die just let me know.